Really Messed Up Feelings:

Really messed up feelings:

• When you’re surrounded by people and still feel completely alone • When the people who tell you they care about you leave, just like everybody else • When you really want a hug, just so you don’t feel so alone, but feel too needy to ask for one • When the one person in the whole world you thought you could rely on leaves you when you need them most • When the person you trusted with your whole life lets you down • And then makes you believe it’s your own fault • And you’re left sitting there, crying in your room, trying so damn hard to muffle your sobs into your pillow so you won’t wake your family in the next room, wondering what the hell you did wrong… what the hell you always do wrong…