The worst part of having a chronic illness and ana is that I know from experience that if I ⭐ve myself for more than 24hrs I will have a seizure. 12hrs if it's flare up season. One of my work friends forced me to eat yesterday because I was pale and shaking. WHY CANT I JUST STARVE LIKE EVERYONE ELSE?!?! If I wasn't stuck with this shit I would have been at my UGW YEARS AGO!!! SERIOUSLY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!?!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JAMES BUCHANAN BUCKY BARNES! (MARCH 10TH, 1917) ★
To anyone that tries to guilt people into not hurting/hating themselves because "it hurts you too" FUCK ALL THE WAY OFF!!!! You have no say in what we do or how we think about ourselves. It is our choice. Let us deal with it. Putting guilt on us is only going to make it worse. Just because you like us doesn't mean we have to like ourselves. You have no idea what we feel like. What it feels like to want to peel your own skin off because of something that happened years ago. Wanting to drive into oncoming traffic just to finally have some semblance of peace. Wanting to waste away until there is nothing left... Not even bones. Wanting to evaporate. Not even wanting to restart anymore, you just want it to end. How the fuck do you think it's ok to tell us that it would hurt you when you don't have a clue the amount of pain we are in.
FUCK YOU
i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls
Always reblog 💖
Reblog this when it’s on your dash. You will save someone’s life.
mfs be like "weight loss is about simple maths" yeah no shit dawg thats why im bad at it 💀😹😹
God. Damn. The feeling of smoking a cigarette after not having one for a few weeks is heavenly 😍😍
Said it a year ago and I’ll say it again.
Pirate all your favorite shows, movies and games while you still have the chance.
Oh, and never stop supporting physical media.
Why did I have to have this body?! Everything is wrong. Everything is too big and I feel like I'm suffocating in my skin. Why do I take up so much space? Why am I so loud? Why can't I just be small? I'm a foot taller than all my cousins my age. My feet are bigger than my dad's and he's 6'4". Why is my nose so big. And my hands. And my chest. And my stomach. Why the fuck is it that I got the short end of the deal and now I'm huge?! I wish I could cut it off. I wish I could evaporate until I don't exist anymore. Maybe that's what I have to do.
I tried to scroll past this. I really did
25, They/Them Fat bitch trying to get skinny S.W. 285lbs. C.W. 255lbs. U.G.W. 135lbs. 6'0"
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