solitude
The urge to die tonight went along with the desire to live forever.
Light made peace with darkness I'll tell you when it happened, never.
An awful end to a beautiful morning...
If possible... I feel like I somehow look like this statue...very cracked and broken
But it can’t be seen
And I wish people noticed...
Exactly 👏 say.it.louder.to.those.at.the.back.
“When a person tells you that you hurt them, you don’t get to decide that you didn’t.”
— Louis C.K.
I’ve never been good with words, but I always wondered why people told me about their problems...
Maybe because I was always ready to give a hug, a cup of tea and an ear to listen.
“To be honest with you, I don’t have the words to make you feel better, but I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a heart; a heart that’s aching to see you smile again.”
—
I really think school needs to chill a little...
I honestly feel like death with all the work
Hugs are actually so underrated especially those hugs that are so tight u can literally feel the other person’s heartbeat n for a moment everything feels so calm and safe like nothing can hurt you
I’m so lonely and emotional right now.... (๑꒪̇⌄꒪̇๑)
where do i sign up to have my imaginary lover snuggle close to my neck while i play with his hair and sing him a lullaby
For every happy person,
There's one learning about grief.
For every single dreamer,
There's one struck by disbelief.
For every colorful finger,
There's one with scars on their wrist
For every valley with a rainbow
There's some town covered in mist.
Good and bad have one common purpose,
And it is to keep you invested.
Beyond your world is a mystery my friend
You only have lies manifested.
Though sweet could be summer
And sour could be rain.
There could be grieving happiness
There could be joy in pain.
But before we see it ending we shall see how it begins
Or we might just feel like human and never know what it means
Carrying the weight of remorses and let downs,
looking up to the possibilities in coarse frowns
Cherishing the the glass of water when your house could be burning to the ground
Singing the song of hope when listening how death sounds,
Putting your faith into something that might just be empty.
Living your life on pieces when you might have
plenty.
Even though we know we're gonna lose here's to keep fighting.
In a deep dark ocean of time and space threads here's to the spark igniting.
title suggested by - @fooraa
You could never feel my story
without giving me hell.
And you might not believe me
so I'm never gonna tell.
You've been there you've done that
so you know it doesn't last.
You don't care what's coming for you,
you're still stuck in the past.
You know happiness lasts,
like a train leaving track.
You'd never wanna fall
so you'd rather step back.
The fall is a wasteland
whose bottom is filled with grief.
You're hung up on the walls
of your own disbelief.
And the halls are empty
in your griefs disguise.
The echoes of your sorrow
don't bother any eyes.
So you dance fiercly on carpets
of the things you did wrong.
And sing this world a lullaby
you call your final song.
For when you stood by the corner
or hid under the bed.
For when you won't carry your miserable,
you'd rather play dead.
Now you take out your pencils
and set the books on fire.
And burn all their bookshelves
and fulfill your desire.
For knowledge is volatile,
it slips if not taken.
And not to be ignored
and never to be forsaken
title suggested by @that-stressed-out-chic
I’m so tired...
too much expectations and responsibilities...
I too have a limit...
I don’t know what it is about these type of dolls that just gives me joy...
If someone gifts me one of these I’d pass out from happiness...
not to make any callous remarks but i do think the ever-increasing bans on public religious (read: muslim) displayal (whether in banning mosques for not fitting the landscape or banning hijabs at school or banning burqas and niqabs in public or having police harass women wearing all-coverage outfits at the beach or making laws that state employees have no legal rights for prayer breaks) in european countries, many of which have large and growing right-wing parties, is one of the many outward signs that fascism is politely entering european politics again and europeans are just welcoming fascism with open arms
“studio ghibli romances be like “what if we didn’t kiss, but instead both spiritually matured as people because we met each other.”
“I’ve become skeptical of the unwritten rule that just because a boy and a girl appear in the same feature, a romance must insue. Rather, I want to portray a slightly different relationship, one where the two mentally inspire eachother to live-if I am able to, then perhaps I’ll be closer to portraying a true expression of love.” -hayao miyazaki
And more ghibli......
More ghibli appreciation....
Ghibli will never fail to impress me
I want to write. I have ideas. I open document. I type four of the worst sentences ever created in the english language. I daydream the rest of the scene. I close document.
“The planet desperately needs more peacemakers, healers, restorers, storytellers and lovers of all kinds.”
— Dalai Lama
I wish life was as beautiful as these paintings....
I hope one day...this might save someone
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It’s hard when no matter what you do it’s never enough...
That you’re never good enough
And they make sure you know it...
And it eats away at your soul slowly...
I’m trying my best
But they make it seem like it’s all nothing
........honestly,
I just want to be appreciated
There’s some days where I just want to disappear.
Like me and a bag with food, clothes, a notebook, a sketchpad, my art supplies, books and a camera and walk away for a few weeks at least.
And take a breather from my life