This, And Every Other World (Prologue)

I'll have you know most of these kinda thoughts happen while working awake graveyard shift, going to class in the morning, then sleeping and not remembering that I sent these 😂

Speaking of which it's time to crash for extra sleep rn class is canceled I can sleep extra 🫡

But know one day I'll be back with more bad news or unhinged

IS THAT A THREAT??????

HELLO????

Will you be doing a continuous of ukyo seeing his wife again after 3 years of isolation 🥹

I'm adding it to the list!

is it okay if you make a Gen (n)sfw alphabet also? :> pls and thank you~!

I am so sorry, I just did a SFW version for Gen.

I hardcore am struggling with doing the NSFW list and I'm not totally sure why. I'm gonna keep working on it, and I might post it later once I'm happy with it.

Gen x gn!Reader

Affection: 

Not super affectionate to anyone other to his closest friends or lover

Will come lean on you at random to feel the warmth of you

Best friend: 

Either the best or worst friend you could ever have (in a good way)

Is always willing to sit and listen to you talk whenever you need

But will also always have something sassy to say

Cuddles: 

Loves to snuggle up next to you

Will just come lay his head in your lap if he’s had a hard day

Domestic: 

He’s a secret housewife no I will take no criticism

Wants to settle down, but is a little worried he won’t be able to

Ending:

Puts on his coldest emotional mask

Because he knows [thinks] the crueler he is, the easier it will be for both of you to move on

Cries about it later

Fiance(e):

Goes back and forth on whether he wants to be married

Or just have a life partner

Gentle:

Always uses soft hands and voices with you

Even when you’re arguing, his tone is even and he doesn’t yell too often

Hugs:

Will tell you he doesn’t want one, but will literally huff and puff and pout if you don’t give him one

He wants to be held he just can’t always be honest about it

I love you:

He takes his time to say it

He doesn’t want you to think he’s lying, or saying it just to say it

He wants to make sure you know he means it

Jealousy:

“Jealous? Me? No~” 

He says, giving the person one of the darkest looks anyone has ever seen

Kisses: 

Loves kissing all over your face

Especially your forehead

Will blow a raspberry into your cheek before kissing it sometimes

Loves his slow, sensual kisses when you’re alone

Little ones:

Wants a big family

Gen loves kids don’t let him lie to you

Morning:

Mornings are always slow

He likes sleeping in

You have to pull him out of bed some days

Can be lured with coffee

Night:

Gen loves his quiet time once the sun goes down

It’s when he gets to just be himself with you the most often

No mask, no worry about anyone else seeing under his metaphorical armor

Likes to just pull you into bed and lay with his head on your chest

Open:

Can, has, and will continue to lie to your face

It takes a long time before he can be fully honest and vulnerable with you

He’s trying, but he struggles a lot with the idea of being seen

Patience:

His patience level is pretty moderate 

Can get frustrated easily, but is careful not to always show it

Quizzes:

He’s highly observant and has a good memory

Remember:

His favorite memory of you is your first meeting

You’d been visiting the TV studio where he was performing that day

You’d had a friend on the production team, and you had brought them lunch since you were nearby, and had been invited to stay and wait until your friend was done

You’d taken one look at Gen

Scanned him up and down

Then said

“I like your nails.” 

And walked away. 

It was such a small comment, but you were the first to really ever make it

Usually his manager was fussing at him for painting his nails, even though it was something he just did for fun

He’d had a hard time not looking at them for the rest of the show

After the filming was done, he’d grabbed you just before you and your friend could leave together

And asked if you’d come back tomorrow

“I’m thinking of repainting my nails,” He’d lied. “Since you seem to have an eye for it, I’d like you to come and help me pick a new color.” 

You’d agreed, thinking nothing of it. But he never did stop asking you to come back.

Security:

Will absolutely dig his heels in as hard as he can if you even hint at doing something dangerous

He knows he’s not physically able to protect you, even if he wanted to, so please just don’t. 

Is on edge the whole time you’re near someone who could hurt you in any capacity

Stresses if you get separated in a chaotic situation

Try:

See Domestic 

Gen likes to have a clean house, and has no issues doing it himself

Will bring you just because flowers on random days

And though he prefers his nights in, will absolutely surprise you with romantic dates out

Ugly:

Literally cannot be vulnerable 100% with anyone

There is a high chance he’s lying to you about at least one thing

Vanity:

Acts all proud

But actually doesn’t think much of his looks

In his words, he’s just alright. 

Whole:

Absolutely cannot be separated from you

Wherever you go, he goes

Xtra:

Loves to paint his nails and wear makeup

Has made comments about Stanley’s choice in lipstick more than once

“It’s just so not your color, Stanley. You should really try a nice red-”

Yuck:

Cannot stand people who don’t wash their hands

He’s not a massive germaphobe, but cleanliness is really important to him

Zzz:

You will often wake up in the middle of the night to him lying on top of you

He never starts the night that way

He just ends up there

Struggles to fall asleep alone once he gets used to having you in bed with him

The absolute temptation of just dropping three chapters of To the Moon and Back all at once is seriously strong right now

With the finishing of Epic the Musical, I've been surprisingly wanting to write more Call of Duty fics. Maybe once Responsibility and Obligation is finished, I'll work on a new Ghost fic.

This might be a bit weird so you can ignore this or use partially as an inspiration if something from this wall of text interests you to write.

My brain has been obsessed with Xeno and Stanley having a reader who is struggling with their inner balance of good & evil aka they are known as a person who wouldn't hurt even a fly and they truly want to help others and show mercy, even when that person is awful and done so bad things that they deserve the punishments and there is no redemption. Even then, the reader wants to stubbornly try their best to maintain optimistic visions of better world and that people can improve and be better if guided right and with gentle heart.

That is, until the reader is alone and there's no one around to see or hear, then they absolutely can breakdown and curse these people in the lowest hell possibly and would love to just get rid of these people themself in the most painful ways as they deserve with their own hands.

When ever these breakdowns happen the reader breaks something (or snaps out of that deep state of dark thoughts some other way), they would get scared themself, how awful things their mind contains and what they are ready to do if pushed enough in that direction. Most of all, they are afraid that if they don't have full control of themself they truly would fall on the dark side of life and entirely abandon their will to help anyone ever again.

The reader would hide this side of themself when around others, never gets caught of speaking ill about anyone and they maintain their "good person act" as long as possibly but lately it all has been cracking and it's just too much to bear and they are on a verge to do something stupidly bad that they would regred afterwards.

Xeno and Stanley could have seen hints that there's something different in the reader lately or they might have caught them in a bad time like in the middle of angry breakdown while the reader had thought they can be alone. Xeno/Stanley could reveal that they know now that the reader isn't just all smile and sunshine.

This is where my brain starts wonder is Xeno/Stanley would first just observe how long the reader can hold it together or they could also intervive before the reader starts majorly lose their hope for the good in this life.

I feel like Xeno could understand this as they were hold back by authorities and literally became dictator after his own fall when the society tried to supress his inventions.

Stanley on the other hand knows very well how it feels to do the dirty work and take out targets that are too dangerous to stay alive.

They could both help to stay on track or in "bad ending" they might be the ones that enable the reader to join the dark side.

This is where my brain stops working to connect the lines. I know this is a bit vague and strange but if this sparks an inspiration for short Xeno/Stanley/Reader fic, I would love to hear your take!

Wishing you that the day treats you well!

I have thoughts on this, and I hope I can get them across well.

Stanley would have them figured out immediately, and only because he's spent so much time with Xeno that he knows what someone desperately trying not to crash out looks like.

Xeno isn't blind either, and he's pretty quick on the uptake as well. Though he's significantly better at suppressing himself than they are, he knows just how hot someone's blood can run.

Neither of them would handle the situation in a healthy or helpful way at first, which would cause a lot of strain on everyone involved.

I'm definitely adding this to my fic list because you now have me equally as obsessed

"Write for yourself"

Brother, I literally have more than 2 million words sitting in my drafts folder instead of posted on AO3.

I write for myself. I post for community interaction.

Should I do...Dr STONE characters celebrating your birthday since mine is coming up in a few days?

Decisions decisions

"Senku is probably really mad at himself for never letting his father get sentimental with him because now the only living record of Byakuya cuts off before he tells Senku how proud he is and how much he loves him"

Fucking EXCUSE ME

What if reader doesn't like people who smoke or better when Stanley smokes? (He looks hot while smoking but I just don't like it when people do it.)

God, that's tough.

Speaking from personal experience, smoking is an addiction, and Stanley has likely been doing it for a long time considering how often we see him participating in his habit. I think he would want to stop for your sake, but would struggle a lot.

It would lowkey drive Xeno insane because that man has been yelling at him for years and then you come along and curl your nose at it and Stanley chucks his pack of cigarettes across the room into the trashcan to keep himself from smoking around you.