I Hate Being Bored

Why is a guy wearing a watch SO HOT like

come on baby, let's ride

I'm currently reading Betting on you by Lynn Painter. It's so good and I'm so in love with the love interest that I actually can't. It's so crazy how you forget that these people, the characters in the books that you read and favour, are not actual people. It's just a product of your imagination. 😭 I sound... um psychotic. But it's so sad. "Yeah, but they don't exist." "They exist to ME." 😭 Nah I should go to bed

It just takes an inch of effort for a long period of time. You get used to the effort you put in and it just gradually accelerates. I started by making sure I had earrings in and lipstick on everyday. It made me feel put together and like I could do something about anything. Even if I spent the day in my room. The lipstick and earrings were on. I felt feminine and fairy like and even if people weren’t looking at me I had the confidence that they would. It started like that, just a simple ritual and it snowballed into my life changing for the better. I wanted to get ready in the mornings, so I’d have to wake up earlier, and since I woke up earlier Id get to see the sun rise, I wanted to start watching the sun rise from outside so I started walking, then running. I found a love for movement. I loved the fact I was taking care of my body and I saw positive changes which made me want to care for it even more. So I started nourishing my body well. Cooking steaks, using fresh produce from the farmers market. I felt well enough to go out and hunt for a real job I liked. I got it. I had some extra money so I bought beautiful dresses and invested in my health and had the money to have dinners with friends and buy more books to read and go on trips whenever I wanted. The world was so small. And now it’s larger than anything I could’ve imagined. I really do believe all it takes is a little lipstick and some jewelry. 

"Omg he's so hot"

"Go talk to him"

"WHAT is wrong with u💀"

I can't describe the happines I feel within me while drinking this

Vanilla latte🤍

Heartbreak is one thing, my

ego's

ANOTHER.

I just wanna be someone's number one