This Is The Closest I’ll Ever Be To Jensen (I’m Three Hours Away From Austin)

FINALLY FINALLY GOT TO THE EPISODE IN BIG SKY!!

he looks so yummy … why isn't he real ⁉️

the tragedy of tumblr is you will inevitably meet people who you should be having a sleepover with. you should be rolling around on their floor and rummaging through their fridge and watching shitty movies with. you should be shopping with should be going out to a cafe with should be wandering through the aquarium with. people who you should be experiencing quotidian joys with... and you cannot! because they live one million miles away

Crying and puking, Google maps made the Gulf of Mexico say Gulf of America

𓂃˖ ࣪ 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔭𝔞𝔱𝔦𝔟𝔦𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔶 𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔡𝔦𝔫𝔤

˚₊‧꒰ა @angels-silhouette ☆ dean winchester ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ ⋆˙⟡ where leo, cancer, sagittarius meets aquarius, leo*, saggitarius. ⟡˙⋆

𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑✧˖⋆𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑✧˖⋆𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑✧˖⋆𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑✧˖⋆𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑✧˖⋆𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑✧˖⋆𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑✧˖⋆𖤐

ꔛ. meeting each other,

if fate were a person, it would've laughed when you two crossed paths. you and dean? your energies are like two flint stones colliding--fire, fire, fire! dean's leo rising practically screams for attention, but guess what? so does yours. the moment you walk into a room, people notice. and so does he. so, let's set the scene : it's late, the neon glow of some dingy gas station flickering against the impala's hood. you're leaning against your car, glaring at the ancient-looking gas pump that's absolutely not accepting your card. dean's watching from across the lot, beer in one hand, keys twirling in the other. he's seen that look before--pure, unfiltered annoyance--and damn if it isn't entertaining. "you gotta coax it a litte," he calls over. you turn, raising an unimpressed brow. "oh? and what do you suggest? whisper sweet nothing to it?" dean smirks, pushing off the impala. "nah, sweetheart. just gotta kick it real good." "...you can't be serious." dean shrugs. "worked for me once. or maybe i just have the magic touch." you scoff, but there's something annoyingly charming about him. and just like that? you've both got each other's attention.

ꔛ. friendship compatibility,

with both your moons in sagittarius, there's an instant understanding. you both crave adventure, freedom, and a life that isn't boring. you'd push each other to do the craziest things--late-night road trips, reckless dares, sneaking into places you definitely shouldn't be. your leo sun and mercury mean you love a good back-and-forth, and dean's aquarius sun and capricorn mercury make him the perfect sparring partner. expect witty banter, eye-rolls, and arguments over the dumbest things--but also deep, surprisingly heartfelt talks when it really matters. potential conflict? your mars in scorpio makes you intense when you care, but dean's mars in aquarius is detached. he runs when things get too heavy. you, on the other hand, demand honesty. if he pulls back, you'll call him out. still, as friends? unstoppable duo. the kind of connection that just makes sense.

ꔛ. romantic compatibility,

this? a wild, passionate mess that neither of you can walk away from. dean is irresistibly drawn to your leo sun and venus. you're confident, magnetic, and unapologetically yourself--and he loves that. you shine, and whether he admits it or not, he wants to be close to the light. your mars in scorpio makes you all-in when it comes to love. you don't do half-measures. but dean's mars in aquarius? it's complicated. he feels deeply, but he's terrified of being trapped. this means your dynamic is a push and pull--he teases, you challenge, he flirts, you raise the stakes. strengths? ridiculous chemistry. the tension is off the charts. you'd bring out dean's softer, more protective side, and he'd pull you into a world of adventure you secretely crave. weaknesses? you want commitment, whether you say it outright or not. dean... has a habit of avoiding thing until it's too late. the challenge? getting him to admit he wants you just as much as you want him.

ꔛ. request, strangers meeting for the first time

dean leans against the impala, beer sweating in his grip as he watches you struggle with the ancient gas pump. “need help?” you sigh, barely sparing him a glance. “unless you’re secretly a gas station whisperer, no.” dean smirks, pushing off the car. “lucky for you, i happen to be great with machines.” “is that so?” you cross your arms, studying him now. he’s cocky, all easy confidence and reckless charm. the type of guy you should probably ignore. but then? he kicks the pump, and the damn thing starts working. you blink. “…what the hell?” dean grins. “told you. magic touch.” you scoff, but there’s a flicker of amusement behind it. “you realize you just encouraged every idiot in a hundred-mile radius to start kicking gas pumps, right?” he shrugs. “not my problem.” you shake your head, but you’re smiling now. and dean? yeah. he likes that.

ꔛ. overall, score : 8.5 / 10

explosive chemistry, but can you handle the fire? it's magnetic, thrilling, and impossible to ignore. you challenge him, intrigue him, and keep him on his toes. he pulls you into a world of excitment, but can he give you the security you deserve? that's the real question. but one thing's for sure--neither of you are walking away from this one unchanged.

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* since the birth time of dean hasn't ever been mentioned, I've placed him as a leo rising, since it's the sign that makes more sense to me.

dream ride( not the car )

Finally moved into my rental, and we don’t have internet…but we have a dvd player and I have the complete box set of spn. Physical copies for the win!!

y’all i am not ready for more of my family members to die. if you don’t know what’s happening in ontario schools right now here’s a quick recap because I have been absolutely beside myself driving myself crazy as a teacher and i need y’all to know

1. the provincial government has announced that school openings will be delayed by 2 days (Jan 5 instead of Jan 3) in order to hand or N95 masks to staff and install air filteration systems in 3000 CLASSROOMS (which considering, we have 4900 SCHOOLS… you do the math)

2. after announcing the above yesterday they have since said ACTUALLY besties you won’t be receiving any of that till mid january and the filters won’t be installed in 85% of middle schools won’t be given any of those filters. As a secondary teachers there’s a pain in my chest for my elementary teacher colleagues.

3. Quarantine for positive testing educators is now 5 days instead of 10, the qualifier being that the death rate with omicron is “only” 54% (truly what the fuck, we can’t even get into the ableism of that)

4. here’s a fun thing. In one very large school board (Toronto Catholic School Board) having a + result on a Rapid test doesn’t count — you need it on a PCR in order to be approved for those 5 days

5. oh but wait! PCR testing is now limited only to high risk individuals and if you are not one of those you have to pay $180 to get a test done, and while teachers do count as high risk, the backlog for testing is so severe right now that many can’t even get a spot to be tested and so default to the paid version, and we can’t even get INTO the classist and racist underpinnings of that right now

5a) PCR testing is only available to symptomatic high risk people. So if you’re asymptomatic. (like i was for example in March) you can’t get a PCR test without paying. So you will go to work and put EVERYONE YOU COME IN CONTACT WITH AT RISK

6. Ontario has reported a 29.2% positivity rate today (Dec 31). you have a 1 in 3 chance of getting covid generally. In a congregate setting (20+, so any classroom ever because remember! our class sizes have been INCREASING year over year) it’s a 95% chance

I don’t want to have COVID again. I don’t want to watch any of my family go through it again.

But hey, don’t worry. You can still be one of the 1000 people who get to attend a raptors game.

I understand virtual schooling has taken a toll on student and teacher mental health. Believe me I was in the trenches of it. But I think the mental toll of watching people you love die is worse. And if you’ve been in the pandemic unscathed by this, good for you. Some of us haven’t been so lucky

"No... but there is a lot of things that Soldier Boy has said that weren't scripted." — Jensen Ackles | JIB 15

dean should have ended up with cassie

she made him look 10x hotter

i said what i said