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it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

it may take me a month to put out a chapter but at least im not using ai to write it.

IT MAY TAKE ME A MONTH TO PUT OUT A CHAPTER BUT AT LEAST IM NOT USING AI TO WRITE IT

Tommy and Alfie's first meeting in Alfie's bakery and that scene in Margate in season 5.

I'm fairly sure that's about 15 minutes of dialogue, comprised of hand gestures, facial expressions, grunts, and overall accents that are useful only if I need to prove a point regarding Alfie's character.

What's the most random thing you've got memorised for no apparent reason, that isn't useful in any other context than the one where you learned it?

80% of 1600 is 1280. I can remember no other percentages.

Perfectly agree with Wincest but also Mosercest.

i think the reason why i personally love wincest so much is because it makes me feel. that's the most honest way i can put it. it makes me feel like i'm in love too - like i've found that rare, once-in-a-lifetime-if-you're-lucky kind of connection. it’s intense and overwhelming and impossible to look away from. it’s the kind of love people spend their whole lives searching for. it’s forbidden, yeah. it’s dark and complicated and a little bit fucked up—but it’s also beautiful. it’s messy and toxic and codependent in ways that shouldn’t work, and yet somehow, it feels like the purest form of love. it’s every emotion all at once. it makes me laugh, cry, scream, melt. i get angry, i get butterflies, i get it all.

and the morality? the fact that it’s “wrong”? honestly, that just adds another layer. there’s something so compelling about watching two people love each other so fiercely, so destructively, that they’d burn the whole world to keep each other. and the fact that they’re brothers—bound by blood, by history, by everything—just makes it that much more intense. there’s no escaping it. no clean lines. just chaos and devotion and love all tangled together. wincest just gives you every kind of love in one relationship. it’s romantic, it’s platonic, it’s familial, it’s obsessive. they’re soulmates, best friends, two soldiers fighting the same war, everything. it’s insane. it’s epic. and when you let yourself really feel it, when you stop trying to box it in or sanitize it, it hits you like nothing else.

they have that one-in-a-million connection. the kind you don’t come back from. and yeah, it’s dark. but it’s also honest. and it stays with you.

Does anybody have a website or something where you can type up "synonyms for this" or "is there a word to describe this feeling/action" and the thing actually pops up?

Because as a non-native English speaker I'm having a whole lot of a hard time not repeating the same four words over and over again in writing.

i love when tragedies are like “the love was there. it didnt change anything. it didnt save anyone. there were just too many forces against it. but it still matters that the love was there”

I desperately need, but have no capability to create myself cause my writing sucks and I can't characterise specific people well, to read a story where Brian reveals himself to Dexter much sooner. In some stupid way like calling Dexter Barbie when they're alone or shit. One where he never used Rudy's alias and was maybe in a relationship with Deb but only to dump her post revelation. And after Dex finds out they decide to act like brothers through and through, and find a way to live with one another (Dex with his Code and Brian with his hate of it) and they reveal it to people too, like Angel, Masuka, Deb, Rita and co. like "Hey, this is my long lost blood brother that I just found". It all happens where Dex is still with Rita (no slander of that poor woman accepted) but somehow him and Brian end up fighting (about the code or stuff related to it cause I find it unlikely that they'd start fighting about anything else) and you know the classical heated make-out session post fight? Exactly that, all in the heat of the moment. And the story revolves around Brian who just wanted exactly that from the start but hadn't dared cause he feared losing Dexter again and Dexter having an existential crisis cause of it since he still loves Rita and even if he were to leave her he already introduced Brian as his blood brother to practically everybody.