Also I Lost My Only Source Of Income Because My Boss Found Out I Am Trans And To Afford Any Food And

i think i want to change my url from moth-odarka

yes i will spam reblog while i have the courage to do so and no queing is too difficult for me to figure out

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i want to die

whats cool about being trans is my parents are totally right. i did kill their beautiful son. im the thing that animates his corpse in an ever more convincing parody of a happy girl. i devoured him from the inside out and now there is nothing left of him and he is dead dead dead and there is only me, with my hollow eyes and dark eyeliner and long hair, and my big smile. my limp, effeminate gestures belie the marionetting of the boy they loved. my fagginess is his death. already his body becomes a fitter home for my parasitism in full; the tits, the hips, the thighs. sorry about your kid. thanks for the biomass <3

Why is living as a trans person so hard. I don't know if I am gonna make it

do you have any means of accepting donations that you could link? I love you. I pray that you'll be safe.

i do not accept donations because i do not belive that i deserve them, i do not have any friends who would give guarantees that i am not a scammer. i don't have anyone or anything, i wouldn't receive any donations and even if i did they wouldn't help me

Hang in there, you can do it, and a day will come when you'll be happier and safer!

i do not see any reasons that this will be the case for me. i am on the lowest of lows, just another number in the statistics of trans people who could not make it, my failure is not even that noticeable to anyone. if i was gone, my blood family would not even know nor care, almost no one would know or care

I hate myself so much

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