I’m Getting Some New Glasses

I hate that the possibility of me not being able to finish college and get a bachelor’s degree is getting more and more realistic.

I’m relying on a scholarship type thingy that pays a big chunk of my tuition but it relies on my grades, I need like all A’s in order to be able to keep going to college. I know that theoretically I didn’t but I can’t help but feel like I failed.

It also doesn’t help that I can’t really work due to disability (I unfortunately was unable to get benefits even though one of my testers(?) said I need it).

I just realized that I start school again soon

At a different college too nonetheless (idk if I used that right)

I am lowkey ✨scared✨

deciding to practice AAC using a mix of keyboard and picture don’t need it for online purposes good practice though

Oh how I can not wait for this class to be over 😔

My back is killing me 😭

(Granted it started bothering me before I got to class, but my point still stands)

Thought I should clear things up and say that this “no clinical evidence of connective tissue disorder” is only on my most recent exam thingy

So every now and again I look over a note thing (idk) that my cardiologist sent to my primary physician (yes I do have access to this) and towards the bottom of the note he lists a thing of diagnoses and in that list is in his words: “No clinical evidence of connective tissue disorder”

What does that even mean??? Like I’m pretty sure I don’t have a connective tissue disorder and I’m taking “no clinical evidence of connective tissue disorder” to be indicative of that, but what was the point of putting it under “Diagnoses”?

This doesn’t necessarily require/need any answer. Really I just felt like venting(?) out my confusion of this phrasing(?), but if you happen to know and wish to answer my inquiries go ahead

Welp changed my profile picture

Might change it again in the future

Or not

Who knows? 🤷

Trying to figure out what I want my profile pic for this site to be is a lot harder than I thought it would be

Might just rotate(?) between different pictures

I am finally home 😌

I shall be lying down until further notice

Oh how I can not wait for this class to be over 😔

My back is killing me 😭

(Granted it started bothering me before I got to class, but my point still stands)

🤸 Welcome to marine facts with Bagel: part 2

Wolf eels (which are not eels at all despite the name) have life long mates

Bagel out 🤸