Me Coming To The Realization That I Literally Turn 20 Tomorrow:

Here’s an old (not really that old) photo of my dear lizard after escaping her cage (somehow)

Someone (idk who, I just know it wasn’t me) left it open and she decided to take the chance I guess 😐

Help My Friend Survive In A Refugee Camp

gofundme.com

Help LGBTQ Refugee Survive Camp, organized by Nerves Nebula

Hi I'm Judas (internet name NervesNebula) and I'm an American fundraising for my friend … Nerves Nebula needs your support for Help LGBTQ Re

My friend Abdul is an African LGBTQ+ refugee who needs more help than I can give him to survive at his camp.

$6,000 seems like a lot, and it is, but he would really be grateful for anything. If you have $1 to spare he would absolutely appreciate that. this is not a circumstance where not reaching the goal means it was pointless. I don't get paid much because I'm a full time student but he always appreciates and needs what I can give him.

He needs everything you can spare.

If you can't use GoFundMe for any reason I also take donations through these other money transfer services.

Ko-fi: Nervesnebula, Cashapp: nervesN, and Venmo: @nervesnebbin

I'll try to update this post with how much I've raised through these apps at the end of every day. I'll also try to post updates I get from him tagged as #Abdulfund on this blog, if he has anything he wants to say. Thank you.

$492

raised via ko-fi, venmo, and cashapp

Mine was along the lines of she/her - she/they - they/she - they/she/ey - they/ey/she - they/ey

i am a victim of the she/her - she/they - they/she - they/them - they/he - he/they - he/him pipeline

it is certainly quite a pipeline (i never went down it ✊)

I’m honestly a mix of neutral and positive when it comes to other people, but when it comes to me I feel a mix of like a feeling of uncomfortableness(?) as well as dread(?) (if that makes sense) (idk how to explain it exactly)

Okay actually, while I'm thinking about it, folks who experience romance repulsion, what is the main feeling you would describe romance repulsion as?

At least for me I feel some combination of these things, but there is a clear winner in what it feels most-like. Please leave in the tags any specifics you can, I haven't ever actually heard people describe romance repulsion (or what specifically triggers it! Now that I'm thinking about it, please also add when you seem to feel it) and I'd love to feel less alone in a very specific feeling

deciding to practice AAC using a mix of keyboard and picture don’t need it for online purposes good practice though

Hi, I’m the one who asked this ask(?) and I have actually thought of identifying as either demiplatonic or greyplatonic in the past and after some looking into it I’ve decided that greyplatonic is the best fit for me between the two

So, I already know that I'm aromantic and that I don't experience romantic attraction like at all, but I'm not so sure about my platonic attraction. I know I love my friends, but I don't feel the need to befriend people when I first meet them. Rarely tho if someone approaches me first in the hopes of becoming friends and we talk and get along then I might think "hey this person is really cool I want to get to know them more". It usually take a while (tho not to long maybe a month or so) before I even consider someone a friend.

Would this be considered part (?) of the apl-spec?

that sounds a lot like demiplatonic definitely, but use whatever labels fit nicest for you

since the old version of this post was flagged for 'adult content'...

reblog this post if your account is a trans safe space or owned by a trans person!

along with that, reblog if your account is a trans non-binary spectrum safe space or owned by someone on the trans enby spectrum!

IF THERE’S A WILL THERE’S A WAY

WHY CAN'T I JUST THINK IT INTO EXISTENCE

Mine was Monster High Dolls (though I’m still unsure if that one was a special interest), LPS (littlest pet shop), and rock collecting

There’s probably more, but I’m not sure

I can’t believe I forgot about mermaids 🤦 especially considering they were an interest of mine for the longest time

What was your old special interest you realized only years later it was a special interest?

Mine were collecting angel statues and A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens.

Deciding to reblog with my list

Soft fluffy textures

Some types music or really just music in general

Rocking

Running my hands through warm water

There’s probably more but these are all I can think of

alright figured out another one:

running my thumb through the pages of a book (especially when the pages are considered more soft in texture)

What are your sensory sparks? ✨