Welcome To My Mind Swimming Pool

tfw you're not sure if you're excited for Christmas anymore

sometimes love is about letting go. but this isn't love, this is a disease that I can't get out my head.

my mom for some reason thinks i need to be on some sort of suicide watch rn and it's the most annoying thing ever

Have you ever been shitting and bleeding and throwing up at the same time? Because I have

i love spending my evenings staring at myself in the mirror and repeating "you're not fucking fat, you're not fucking fat" over and over because about three too many people i'm literally related to made offhand comments about my body and my weight and my fucking calorie intake in the span of one day!!

"Ooh Pride and Prejudice invented enemies to lovers-" Mr. Darcy and Elizabeth wish they had what Beatrice and Benedick have.

i think i was 7 when i decided my emotions weren't real

last night i dreamed of you and we weren't even kissing or talking or anything, i was just caressing your waist as i held you. you were cold but i was warm. your skin was so soft and you were like you always are, distant but pleased. i've never been that peaceful before, and i never will be.

sometimes i wish the gay people in my phone were gay people in my house. where i could give them snacks and blankets and hear the sound of their laughter