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You've heard of Baz In Jeans? Get ready for Baz In Ripped Jeans

To this day i still get Wattpad notifications for a Percy/Nico fic i wrote back when i was 12 that now has amassed 92k views. All I remember was that in the span of the first 5 chapters, Nico wakes up making out with his pillow, Nico calls Jason ‘daddy Jason’, Annabeth breaks up with Percy because she’s apparently been in love with Reyna the whole time (which makes ZERO sense), and Nico gets a quest assigned to him in his dreams by Aphrodite telling him to go to Hawaii with Percy for whatever reason. I would delete it, but it’s to the day the most popular thing I’ve ever posted.

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Simon, looking for Baz in the catacombs, casting finding spells: Come Out, Come Out, Wherever You Are!

Baz: I’m Gay!

Simon: Weird flex, but okay.

❝You were the sun, and I was crashing into you.❞

fun fact! i made this like a month ago when i first saw the carry on countdown prompts and couldn’t help myself from making it and posting it a month earlier, but here we are, again! i added the pisces and cancer constellation into their hair respectively bc i thought it’d look cool. in case you couldn’t tell, this is for the sun/moon prompt :)

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❝You were the sun, and I was crashing into you.❞ -Carry On, Rainbow Rowell

i’ve always loved the sun/moon aspect of simon and baz’s relationship. they were complete opposites yet so similar. “because we match.” i’ve had this drawing lingering at the forefront of my mind for quite a while and i knew i had to illustrate it. the biggest problem for me is being afraid of not having the drawing live up to the expectations i’ve had of it in my mind, but i’m quite (read as ‘very’) satisfied with how this turned out. watch me make this my phone wallpaper. 

baz is looking a little grey, and simon’s hair is a bit browner than i intended, but nonetheless, this is completed. done. this is it, chief. 

do not repost on tumblr at all, and without credit on IG, please!

s i x   d a y s … 

did anyone ask for color variations? no. did that stop me? no. the first one is based on carry on’s color scheme, the third one is based on the paperback cover. and the second one? that’s pure self-indulgence because i’m convinced baz would look killer in dark, red tones, plus it has a gothic vampy vibe because i’m convinced baz is a repressed goth kid.  

lmk if you use these as your wallpaper, i’d be honored. please don’t repost without permission/without credit, especially on tumblr since u have the reblog button r i g h t t h e r e. instagram, i understand, just lmk and credit me properly @panicatthealiceee (on here and instagram)

i remember i was once reading this nicoxwill fic on wattpad in 2015ish and the last chapter wasn’t coming out. fast forward two years and lo and behold the last chapter emerges. that was a good day. moral of the story is, patience young grasshopper 

Carry On Alternative Ending:

It's the Summer before Eighth year again. Baz isn't kidnapped by numptites. The visitings never happen. The political climate is deteriorating as is Simon's and Baz's relationship. Simon and Agatha are still together.

Needless to say, nothing in Carry On happens.

The year goes on as the ones before it, and before they know it, Simon and Baz are having their big fight. Simon has Baz on the ground, and he's holding his swordtip over Baz's heart. Simon can't read his face, though there's a tear slipping down Baz's face. A few feet away, on either sides of Simon and Baz are Penny, Agatha, Dev, and Niall.

"Do it," Baz says.

Simon grimaces, his brow furrowed. He looks troubled. Baz can't understand why. "I never wanted it to come to this."

Simon brings his sword down through Baz's chest.

"I love you," Baz says at the same time that Simon says "I'm sorry."

Simon drops his sword, and collapses onto the ground, just as the sun falls beneath the horizon. Before he knows what's happening, the ground is spinning out from below him and he feels as if he's being taken somewhere.

He opens his eyes and comes face to face with a 15 year old Baz.

They've been granted a second chance.