People Vent On Social Media Because They Aren't Heard In Person, Keep That In Mind.

I crave INTIMACY desperately, but when I’m touched I pull myself away. It’s been so long since I’ve been able to allow anyone in my life.. I am triggered when I am hugged, kissed, admired by others and yet I disagree with them all.

I didn’t get to grow up with my birth parents in my life, because of them I have lived through thirty one years of my life with abandonment issues. Searching for love and acceptance, settling for just anything that felt like love.. I look back on all of the relationships that I have been in and I feel so embarrassed to have allowed such toxicity in my life. I long for someone to come and save me, only to realize that I don’t need to be doing that anymore, I have myself to be proud of, I need to pour LOVE into this beautiful human being who is ENOUGH. I am WORTHY!!!!!!

Anyone who is struggling with the fact that you don’t feel important enough to be loved and appreciated, I’m here to tell you that you are!!!!!!

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I’m a sad soul, I feel everything too much.. I love with all my heart. There is no in between, I notice the smallest of things.. change in tone, change in mood, in the way you treat others. As much as I feel that everything I’ve been through is why I’m this way, I’m starting to think I was just born into this world this way…

- Mandeq Ahmed, 'Ocean of Tears'

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