I Wasnt Talking Back, I Was Trying To Tell You How I Feel.

longing and jealousy are going to be the death of me chat

anxious-avoidant blogging style

what if I just started UNDERthinking things

sorry for being cute and earnest and silly I’ll try harder to be more nonchalant and unbothered and mysterious

i would let you devour me if you just asked

sys culture is never remembering the things you actually need to remember but instead remembering all the upsetting/traumatic shit ffs. always remembering the things you don't want to remember or don't need to remember whatsoever. and always forgetting the important stuff.

i am so sick of my memory and i feel so stupid and useless. everything is so confusing and i can't tell whats real anymore. so upsetting. :(

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spiderman traumadumping to a shark

i just wish i wasn’t unlovable, this shit hurts so much idk if i can handle this anymore

Anyone else with chronic pain ever get really absorbed in a project and dissociate from your body while you're working but then you finish and you come back to your body and you're just like AAAAAAAHHH! WHAT'S WRONG?? oh yeah. The horrors. Never mind