the purpose of friends is to have people who unconditionally hate your shitty exes & relatives. like maybe YOU have a complex relationship with your father but i sure don't. i'm outside his house with a gun. he's not the unforgivable asshole who raised me he's just an unforgivable asshole
it's gonna be ok except for all of the things that won't be ok which is most of them
they will never want me as much as i need them
how to stop wanting something i can never have
shoutout to all my people with invisible disabilities
shoutout to people who don’t feel disabled enough
shoutout to people who have been denied care because they don’t look disabled
shoutout to people who thug it out every single day because the world doesnt stop when you’re disabled no matter how much you wish it would
shoutout to people with no diagnosis but still have symptoms because you don’t need a diagnosis to have symptoms
having poor circulation is great because people will touch your hand and go 'oh! you're so cold!' and for a moment you get to experience what it's like to be a vampire in a romance novel
does anyone else feel sooooo crazy and insane but in the most boring way possible
think about how many people could leave their abusers if housing was affordable/free
"I wish we met sooner" is such a gentle sentiment. I love you so much I not only want you in my future, but in my past too. I want to have known you when we were small stupid kids, have held hands together as we played outside. I want to have stressed out over exams together, nudging a mug of still steaming hot chocolate against your elbow to get you to focus. I want to have told you I love you before I did anyone else. I want to have held you in my arms when all those sad memories you describe to me were still fresh wounds. I want my past to have been full of you, and full of meaningful memories with you. I want my past lives to have been spent with you, whether as two lovers, or two housecats cuddling by the fireplace on a snowy day, or two flowers that just happened to bloom on the same day, next to each other. I want to have consumed your existence and intertwined it with my own since my birth, never to be separated from you for a moment. I want to have loved you throughout it all, for all time.
you might be awkward but I can be awkward in a far deeper and more humiliating way than you ever will
In my imagination, we are dancing in the kitchen after midnight while cooking a late-night snack with giggles and kisses.
☆ he/they - minor - queer ☆☆ just a silly guy doing silly things ☆
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