Krishna and Rukmini for the Compass Rose meme. Thanks.đ
North
first encounter | (turnabout is) fair play | foolâs gold | forbidden fruit | the female of the species is more deadly than the male
They watch her, eyes glittering with greed, and anger tightens Rukminiâs throat once more: to this crowd of shameless men, she is no more than a prize, a possession that their friend has already claimed.
She forces herself to smile.
Let them look; they will never have more than this illusion of her, docile and demure. They are fools, each and every one of them, and treasure knows better than to stay in their hands.
South
(cold) comfort | confession | cloak and dagger | Â crocodile tears | charmed life
Perhaps it is a tad dramatic to send a secret letter.
Rukmini cannot bring herself to regret it, though: always she has been wise Rukmini, prudent Rukmini, Rukmini to whom all answers are known. Some might suppose it was only that she craved some excitement in her life; so, at least, her brother supposes in her fury.
But in truth, she has as much of a taste for intrigue as her husband â and when one feels so, when one fights for her very life, who would not expect wise and prudent Rukmini to plot and scheme?
East
stars | songs and stories | (politics/misery makes for) strange bedfellows | silver lining | sea change
Someday, Rukmini knows, Dwaraka will return to the sea. She does not regret this: her kingdom, though beautiful, is but borrowed from the ocean, and outsiders may not enjoy his bounty for long.
No, what she dreads is that Dwaraka dares not abandon its duty while Krishna lives, but he cannot do so forever. Someday, Rukmini knows, Krishna must return to the heavens from which he cameâand that day shall be her last on this earth.
West
just in time | joined at the hip | jam tomorrow | juvenile | journeyâs end
Her heart stops a dozen times, once for every step that leads down the Devi temple. She feels alone, flanked though she is by waiting-womenâat least until she hears the thunder of trotting horses.
A hand takes hers, and tugs her into the chariot; Rukmini laughs in delight.
âI trust,â says Krishna, âthat I am not too late.â
âNot at all,â Rukmini replies, in every bit as excessively solemn a tone. âYou are just in time.â
They beam at each other.
This art is SO........
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"Remember how long you've been putting this off, how many extensions the gods gave you, and you didn't use them. At some point you have to recognize what world it is that you belong to; what power rules it and from what source you spring; that there is a limit to the time assigned you, and if you don't use it to free yourself it will be gone and will never return."
Marcus Aurelius - Meditations, Book 2, 4.
Horner Ancient Woodland
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They spent the day in the sunshine on the deck of the yacht, but now theyâre tucked safe below, resting together in the cozy, lamp-lit bunk-space. Theyâve been trading little secrets back and forth, both of them too sun-drowsed to be bothered with sex. He knows about her first kiss and her motherâs alcoholism. She knows about his parentsâ deaths, that girl at Eton, and his most embarrassing moment during Six training. Â
Itâs her turn to go, and sheâs been quiet for a long while, so long heâs not sure theyâre playing the game anymore. Finally she sits up, her back a tense line against the headboard, and says, âJames.â Her mouth trembles. âI need to tell you something.âÂ
James swallows. âYou donât have to,â he says carefully, hearing the fear and the dull resignation in Vesperâs voice. If only nothing could spoil their happiness; if only Vesper could pretend that all was well again.Â
But Vesper is brave, sensible, and ruthless. âI donât have to say anything,â she agrees. âIn fact, I planned not to. But I find that I need to. And I need you to promise that you wonât interrupt. You wonât say a word, not until Iâm finished. Understood?âÂ
âCompletely,â James says, his heart sinking into his stomach. What will he hear? Â
Mostly, however, heâs relieved. Theyâll finally have it out, this thing thatâs had Vesper twitching at shadows, pasting on a smile like he canât see that somethingâs wrong.Â
Heâs played pretend in his relationships for all his life, and Vesper is the first person to make him feel like honesty could be enough.Â
Please, let it be enough.Â
***
âIt was a trick,â Bond says afterward, numb. What will he do? But first, she has to knowâ âThey didnât really have him. Yusef. You know that, right?âÂ
For the first time since she started speaking, Vesper turns to him. âNo, I heard him!â she says, anger flashing in her eyes. âThey played me hisâyou donât want to know the things I heard him going through!âÂ
How can he tell her?Â
But Vesper is brave, ruthless, and sensible. She needs to know.Â
And itâs his turn now, anyway.Â
âOne of the first missions they send potential double-ohs on is a seduction mission,â Bond says dully. âItâs intentionally long-term; could last up to a year if youâre unlucky. Meant to be a soft introduction to undercover fieldwork. And the goal is this: to make someone in a critical position fall in love with you. To begin a strong relationship with that person. And then to convince that person that youâve been kidnapped and will only be kept safe in exchange for valuable information, sabotage, and favors.â Â
Vesperâs hand comes up to her mouth. A high-pitched sound stays trapped in her throat. âYouââÂ
âI succeeded,â Bond says, closing his eyes. âLike he did. Iâm sure of it. What you said, itâs right out of the training manual. Even the necklaceâweâre told to give the target a token of physical affection, something they can wear every day, so they never forget who theyâre tied to.â He hesitates. âI gave mine a ring.â Â
***
He spends the rest of the night sitting on the cold wooden deck outside, going over all of it in his mind. What sheâs done. What heâs done. What theyâve been through.Â
Can he love a spy?Â
When itâs put like that, he laughs a bitter laugh. Of course he can. To do otherwise would be hypocritical, wouldnât it? And he does. When he puts the fury and hurt aside, he admires her all the more. If she hadnât said anything, she would have succeeded. Heâs sure of it. Â
A scared woman in a trap, and she would have out-maneuvered him in order to save him, and let the steel jaws close in on herself.
Poor bitch. Poor, brilliant bitch.Â
***Â
He makes scrambled eggs the next morning. It helps him think.Â
Vesper, silent, glances up at him in between writing in a journal.Â
âIf you could do anything,â Bond asks, serving the plates up, âwhat would it be? Your ideal future.âÂ
Vesper eyes him closely, her pen unmoving on her page, before answering. âI would want the two of us to be doing good work and to be happy. Either together, or separately. And you?â Â
James takes a deep breath. âIt seems to me we have two concerns,â he says. âOur own safety, and our countryâs. We could go to M and ask for her protection. She would be better able to justify it to her superiors if we brought along a bargaining chipâthe contact who was going to meet you in Venice. Once we get him, we can begin eliminating the rest of his organizationâanyone who would know enough to want to kill you. And after thatâŚafter that, weâll be free to do anything. Go anywhere.âÂ
Free like he thought they were yesterday, beforeâŚbefore everything. Heâs still got the draft of his resignation letter saved in a file. Maybe someday heâll get to pull it out again. Â
Vesper taps her pen against the side of her cheek, considering. âYouâre never giving me a ring,â she says finally. âOr a necklace. In fact, no jewelry. And youâre to keep your hair short so I can never have a lock of it.âÂ
James grimaces. The hair thing had been in the handbook too. His own hair has always been too short for it, thank fuck. âI can do that,â he says. âAnd in return, youâll tell me whenever youâre planning something suicidal and self-sacrificing again. The only lamb that needs skewered here is me, remember?âÂ
For the first time in hours, Vesperâs lips quirk up into a shadow of their usual smugness. âYou may have a point.âÂ
âSo, weâre doing this?â James asks.Â
âThese are dangerous people,â Vesper says. Itâs not quite an objection.Â
James reaches for her hand across the table. âSo are we,â he says, looking into her eyes. Â
She squeezes his hand. âAll right,â she says. âThatâs it, then. Weâre going to capture Mr. White and take my life back.â Her mouth sets with determination. âAnd I know just how to do it.â She taps the journal. âStarting with this.âÂ
Of course sheâs got a plan. James smiles. She might be a bitch, but sheâs Jamesâs brilliant, brave, ruthless, sensible bitch, and he wouldnât have her any other way. Â