The Want To Reveal Myself Vs. The Anxiety That You Will Be Disappointed To Find Out Who I Am. Fight/ref

Honestly it probably isn’t that far off from one considering how often i’m stalking your account/hj but enough about that. Do you have any favorite people? Can I pretty please be one?

-🌀

i suppose you could.

and awe, you stalk my accounts? i’m flattered.

Hi again captain! how’s your day been? I thought about saying something sooner but i figured you’d want a little time between me and your other anons. I’ve been thinking about you just about all night and this morning, can’t seem to get you outta my head :3

-🌀

hello, anon.

it’s been quite busy. i’m working on redoing this account, fixing up my spotify, etc etc. lots of digital organization.

i don’t mind the inbox spam, i almost prefer it! it’s nice to talk to people.

all night and this morning? that’s impressive, anon. i must be taking up a lot of space in your mind, hm?

i’m needy. i’m disgusting. i’m useless.

i cry when you leave me alone for too long.

i cry when you praise me, because i don’t deserve it.

i cry when you degrade me, because i feel useless.

i’m such a stupid fucking mutt.

call me your pretty boy.

your angel, your darling, your slut.

i don’t care, as long as i’m yours.

nsfw, poll and slutposting under the cut.

i wonder what color they’d like…

i have dark red, light red, baby pink, black…

baby pink and black are practically just scraps of lace, they don’t cover much..

dark red has a little opening in the front, like a tit window, almost but for…yeah.

and the light red has this little heart chain that goes across the back..

i have this pretty black top, too! i just wonder what color they’d like… won’t you help me choose?

im so scared theyll all leave me

Of course i can be patient, I haven’t told you who I am yet have I? I hope your movie is good :3

-🌀

it was a good movie, i enjoyed it!

now, as for patience. thank for being such.

how has your day been, anon?

trying to envision the pout you've got plastered on while trying to refute my words. reveling in it.

– ✘

i don’t pout, jimmy. i’m a grown man.

hmm . thinking ... you'd kinda furrow your eyebrow a bit, yer lips would be pressed into a thin line, your eye would twitch if you were concentrating too hard on trying to look determined.

it's the little things, captain. the ones you gloss over and the ones i catch. now, that quip about you being a grown man? yeah. but what are you to me?

– ✘

i’m your captain, and your friend, of course.

who says i gloss over them? i do my best to catch all the little quirks about all of you. it helps me adapt better to the people i’m around, to help them and take care of them in a more meaningful way.

If I could be anything I wanted to, I’d be dead.