Summary: Living isn't easy when one spent years only existing to do the bidding of someone else.
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Kai Krüger (ONBC)
Word Count: 2480
Raiting: Mature
Tags: Coming Out, Nonbinary Bucky Barnes, Major Original Character(s), Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Trauma, Implied/Referenced Brainwashing, Past Brainwashing, Chronic Pain, Amputee Bucky Barnes
@seasonaldelightsbingo :
"You're Blushing!" - Types of Love Bingo
hydra, their hands shake from fear, an injury that kept acting up - Under The Sea Edition
@tropetember - Day 27 - Repression / Emotional Constipation / Sexuality Crisis (Gay Panic)
@comfy-vember : Day 6 - Weak crying — Trusting — Slow hug
@fandom-free-bingo :
Sigh - Valentines Edition, Plural Edition
Shadows - Maritime May
"The Binary is Overrated" - Pride Edition!
Emotional Damage - Bug Edition
I'll give you the (Sun), Love Steals Us From Loneliness', Chronic Pain, Never Again, I'd Walk Through Fire For You', I'm Into You' - Medical Edition
@queer-it-up-bingo : Closet
@multifandom-flash : "I Remember Them All", Seen it All, Sought Freedom - Bucky Barnes Edition
@fandombingo : "He's manic and occasionally aggressive.", "Make your survival mean something.", "So many have been harmed.", "Prisons and chains have many forms." - Wonderland Edition
Alright fellow fanfic friends, it’s Friday, the best day of the week, and it’s about to get a lot more fun. Ya know why?
This is a weekly event, to be held every Friday (obviously) and is open to all fanfic writers in any fandom! Don’t be shy about sending asks to blogs you don’t know—this is a great way for writers to get to know different blogs and fics, and make new friends!
(in case you feel like you’ve seen something like this before, this is based of of writeblr’s Storyteller Saturday, aka STS!)
Hello winterhawk people,, here’s a comic I did two years ago that I never finished!
Enjoy
Trans!Clint : Same Person, Different Font / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 2169 / Teen and Up Audiences / Chronic Pain
Red Room!Clint / WS!Bucky : / / /
Wax Play : Pretty Canvas / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 2612 / Explicit
In Vino Veritas : / / /
Asexuality : The A in LGBTQIA+ / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 2339 / Teen and Up Audiences
Pride Parade : / / /
Bucky's Trigger Words : / / /
Identity Porn : / / /
Vision Loss : Nur ein Echo der Zeit / WinterHawk (Bucky Barnes x Clint Barton) / 922 / Mature
Captain America's Shield : Now I wear my scars just like Tattoos / Chapter 3: Consequences / WinterHawk (Bucky Barnes x Clint Barton) / 2260 / Mature
Unwilling Mission Partners : / / /
Alternate Dimension : / / /
FREE SPACE : Surprises / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 2894 / Teen and Up Audiences
Captain America!Bucky/Normie!Clint : / / /
Edging : Curry / WinterHawk (Bucky Barnes x Clint Barton) / 1263 / Explicit
Identity Swap : / / /
Threesome : [Podfic] the beauty of discovery / WinterHawk (Bucky Barnes x Clint Barton) / 19:31 min / Explicit / written by @flowerparrishNur ein Echo der Zeit
Hearing Aids : / / /
Nonbinary!Bucky : Home / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 1012 / Teen and Up Audiences
Brooklyn : / / /
Aromanticism : The A in LGBTQIA+ / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 2339 / Teen and Up Audiences
Hawkeye Merch : / / /
Queer Platonic Relationship : / / /
Argument : / / /
Sex Swing : / / /
@winterhawkbingo
Okay, we're on a roll here, apparently. Thanks to the wonderful @0nelittlebirdtoldme for tagging me <3
Rules: Give us the links to your fics with the most hits, most kudos, most comments, most bookmarks, most words, and least words.
Most hits: The sound and the colors of Leaves. Part one in my half finished Series following Matt and Clint through all four seasons and on Clint's journey to be accepted as a Deaf Team Member. Stats: Words: 2 467, Comments: 12, Kudos: 232, Bookmarks: 13, Hits: 1 930, Kudos/Hits: 12.02% (Followed by The Reporter and The Lawyer - The Devil and the Protector [Explicit] Stats: Words: 3 112, Chapters: 3/3, Comments: 6, Kudos: 111, Bookmarks: 2, Hits: 1 647, Kudos/Hits:6.74% )
Most kudos: Also Sound and Colors of Leaves (Followed by Couch already taken Stats: Words: 2 289, Comments: 2, Kudos: 167, Bookmarks: 10, Hits: 1 101, Kudos/Hits: 15.17% )
Most comments: Building a Relationship The main fic of my ongoing project that shows different way people can experince love. This follows Clint and Matt on their journey of Building a Relationship and all the obstacles they face on the way. Stats: Words: 24 965, Chapters: 11/?, Comments: 63, Kudos: 58, Bookmarks: 6, Hits: 1 201, Kudos/Hits: 4.83% (Followed by The quiet life Stats: Words: 17 941, Chapters: 8/8, Comments: 31, Kudos: 58, Bookmarks: 5, Hits: 970, Kudos/Hits: 5.98%)
Most bookmarks: Sound and Color of Leaves again. (Followed by Couch already taken)
Most words: Building a Relationship, unsurprisingly. (Followed by Safe Place Stats: Words: 20 522, Chapters: 9/9, Comments: 26, Kudos: 41, Bookmarks: 4, Hits: 567, Kudos/Hits: 7.23% )
Least words: Sweater A drabble and a Drawing of Charles stealing Eriks favourite Sweater (Stats: Words: 100, Comments: 5, Kudos: 20, Bookmarks: 1, Hits: 539, Kudos/Hits: 3.71%) and Sweet Pleasure [Explicit] a so far lonely drabble for Masturbation Midsummer (Stats: Words: 100, Comments: 2, Kudos: 3, Hits: 65, Kudos/Hits:4.62%)
Tagging, if you’re interested, @foxywrites @polizwrites @endlesstwanted @voiceoffenrisulfr and everyone else who wants to participate.
Rules: list the first line of your last 10 (posted) fics and see if there's a pattern!
Thanks to @42donotpanic for tagging me!!
“You mean you made all of us listen to Stick to the Status Quo on repeat for a month straight just for you to get cast as Chad’s understudy?” (Stick to the Status Quo)
Winter had never been Kurt’s favorite season. (Attachment Therapy)
“...can you just leave me alone?” (You See What I Want (but what do I need?))
Shouting. Footsteps. Screaming. Blood. (In The Walls)
The fog was beginning to get annoying. (I Don't Hear What You Don't See (AU-gust 2023))
Clint was really starting to wish that he had drained the coffee pot when he had the chance. (Evaluation)
The weird blast felt… weird. (In Another's Shoes)
There is nothing quite like alcohol to facilitate incoherent, inexplicable laughter. (Like an Echo)
In 16 years, Scott Summers had seen more broken bones than he would care to admit. (Things Happen)
"Yes!” Quill crowed, throwing his arms up in the air as he did. (Too Broken to Fix)
I think the biggest thing that I do with my first lines is try to establish an idea or theme that will come back later in the story. About half of these are repeated verbatim later in the story, which is especially impactful (I hope) in the multichapter ones! Even if they don't return word-for-word, I usually use whatever concept is established in the first sentence (things like the understudy role, the idea of being left alone, the coffee, laughter, etc) throughout the story to push the plot. The only one on here that doesn't really follow that is "Too Broken To Fix", which is actually really fitting because that was actually a re-post of a fic I wrote back in 2019; kind of cool to see that my writing style really has changed, even just based off of the first lines!
Tagging @honeylashofficial and anyone else who wants to do this!! <3
Rough Sex : Marks on Your Skin / Foggy Nelson x Erik Lehnsherr / 4336 / Explicit
Breaking the Rules : To touch the Star(s) / Chapter 1: Battlin' the Wall / Jack Murdock x Yvaine / 1830 / Mature
Apology/Forgiveness : The Bakery Job: Marvel Rare Pairs Bingo Round Robin-Dec 2023 / Scott Lang x Clint Barton / 10080 / Teen and Up Audiences
FREE SPACE : Tempting Cookie Jar / Barton Family / 1436 / Teen and Up Audiences
Seduction : Show me your World / Matt Murdock x Charles Xavier / 5474 / Explicit
Heart Trouble : Crying under the Christmas Tree / Avocados / 2622 / Mature / TW: Cheating, Trauma, non-sexual
Dancing : Sing, then, wherever you may be / MattFoggy / 3545 / Teen and Up Audiences
Cooking with Love : New Here / WinterHawk / 1654 / Teen and Up Audiences
Forced to Rely on Enemy/Rival : Now I wear my scars just like Tattoos / Chapter 3: Consequences / WinterHawk / 2260 / Mature
@marvelrarepairbingo
"I should've been better." : (Color)blind in a colored world / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 5924 / Mature
"That's almost exactly the opposite of what I meant." : How you (don't) see me / HawkDevil (Clint Barton x Matt Murdock) / 3242 / Mature
Kink: Knife Play : Red (like your Blood) / Fratt (Frank Castle x Matt Murdock) / 2942 / Explicit / TW: Knife Play, Dom/Sub, Bondage
Terminal Illness / Hospitals / Stitches / Seizures / Wearing a Cast : Again, Matthew? / Clint Barton & Matt Murdock & Claire Temple / 2207 / Mature
"Don't Give me that look." : (Color)blind in a colored world / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 5924 / Mature
"Get off of me." : (Color)blind in a colored world / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 5924 / Mature
"Well, this is awkward..." : (Color)blind in a colored world / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 5924 / Mature
Everyone Lives AU : I recognize myself in you / WinterHawk (Clint Barton & Bucky Barnes) / 5018 / Mature / TW: Eating Disorder
In Danger / Torture / Coughing up Blood / Cauterizing a Wound / Burned : Again, Matthew? / Clint Barton & Matt Murdock & Claire Temple / 2207 / Mature
Kissing in the Rain: Alt 4
Everyone thinks we're dating / Didn't know they were / Did they or Didn't they / Are we together? : Purple and Black / WinterHawk (Clint Barton & Bucky Barnes) / 2890 / General Audiences
Write a chapter for an old or abandoned work : Family / Chapter 2: Sad Family / Morgan Stark & Nate Barton / 993 / General Audiences
"Is this too tight?" - "No, it's good." : (Color)blind in a colored world / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 5924 / Mature
"I should've seen it coming." : (Color)blind in a colored world / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 5924 / Mature
Actor AU : Purple and Black / WinterHawk (Clint Barton & Bucky Barnes) / 2890 / General Audiences
Kink: Mutual Masturbation : As You Are / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 4308 / Mature
"I didn't see that coming." : (Color)blind in a colored world / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 5924 / Mature
"Can't you read?" - "Do you have to be so insulting?" : (Color)blind in a colored world / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 5924 / Mature
Vandalizing Property / Being Arrested / Disobeying / Corporal Punishment : Alt 5
Pasing out from Pain / Being Knocked out / Fainting / Barely conscious : Again, Matthew? / Clint Barton & Matt Murdock & Claire Temple / 2207 / Mature
"Don't just stand there staring, find something to cover me up!" : (Color)blind in a colored world / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 5924 / Mature
Mutual Pining : As You Are / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 4308 / Mature
Missing Scene : I recognize myself in you / WinterHawk (Clint Barton & Bucky Barnes) / 5018 / Mature / TW: Eating Disorder
Conveniently Common Kink : Red (like your Blood) / Fratt (Frank Castle x Matt Murdock) / 2942 / Explicit / TW: Knife Play, Dom/Sub, Bondage
Pirate AU : Up Here (x) / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 367 + Art / General Audiences
Sudden feelings when a long time friend passes out with their head on their shoulder: / / /
Staying hidden to avoid being found out : / / /
Proposing at the same place they first met : / / /
Ignoring the signs of something inevitable : (Color)blind in a colored world / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 5924 / Mature
Seeking medical treatment after being raped: Ice cold Heart / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 4952 / Explicit / TW: Aftermath of Rape
@julybreakbingo
@slumberpartybingo
As a child, Matt always loved going to the library. That changed with his accident. As an adult, it takes the excitement of one particular Librarian to re-kindle that love.
Today I'm here to rec a cute little fic from @42donotpanic! This one's a rarepair, folks, (written for the DDE Rarepair Bang, in fact!) so if you love Clint Barton or Matt Murdock, check it out to see if you like them even better together! It's got some great environmental detail as it explores Matt's experiences in libraries as a space, and Matt is a bit of a flirt (as usual). I was really fascinated to see Clint as a civilian here, I think it totally changes the dynamic without the Avengers and their associated world-ending dangers, haha. It was a cozy, sweet story with a lot of introspection and some good ol fashioned boy-kissing. Plus, it has some lovely art by Iithril at the end!
Tags for the fic under the cut!
Rating:
Teen And Up Audiences
Archive Warning:
No Archive Warnings Apply
Category:
M/M
Fandoms:
Daredevil (TV)
Hawkeye (Comics)
Relationship:
Clint Barton/Matt Murdock
Characters:
Clint Barton
Matt Murdock
Additional Tags:
Librarian Clint
Alternate Universe - Library
Alternate Universe - Still Have Powers
Falling In Love
First Dates
Blind Matt Murdock
Deaf Clint Barton
Identity Reveal
Another finished project!
Feels good to mark it as done.
@augustwritingchallenge
All fills will be posted as chapters in Purple and Red; all the same to me
Sightless : Clint & Matt / 2098 / Teen and Up Audiences / No warnings
Immortals : No Relationship / 1388 / Teen and Up Audiences / Implied, but unspecified Character Death
Writer : Clint x Matt / 3096 / Teen and Up Audiences / No Warnings
Runaway : Clint & Matt / 2677 / Teen and Up Audiences / Trans!Clint
Pet Sitter : Clint x Matt / 2150 / General Audiences / Swapped days with Domestic (6)
Domestic : Clint x Matt / 1414 / General Audiences / Swapped days with Pet Sitter (5)
Boarding School : Clint & Matt / 2822 / Teen and Up Audiences / Internalised Ableism
Robots & Androids : Clint & Matt / 1404 / Teen and Up Audiences / No Warnings
Cleaning Crew : Clint & Matt / 1093 / General Audiences / No Warnings
Exiled : Clint & Matt / 1507 / Teen and Up Audiences / Ableist Dystopia, Institutionalised Ableism
Doppelgänger : (Clint x Matt)² / 3021 / General Audiences / Self-Worth issues
Book Store : Clint & Matt / 3203 / General Audiences / No Warnings
Behind the Mirror : Clint x Matt / 2059 / Explicit / Like 75% Smut, SFW-ish summary in the end notes
Wizards & Witches : Clint x Matt / 1304 / General Audiences / A little crack-y
Ancient History : Clint x Matt / 904 / Mature / very vague, inaccurate christian mythology, SFW-ish
Road Trip : Clint & Matt / 359 + Art / General Audiences / No Warnings
Fallen Angel : Clint x Matt, Clint x Bucky / 2723 / Mature / Major Character Death, Grief, Depression
Time Travel : Clint x Matt x Bucky / 1051 / Teen and Up Audiences / No Warnings
Shapeshifters : Clint x Matt / 521 / Teen and Up Audiences / Alcohol Consume
Reconnection : Clint x Matt / 2982 / Teen and Up Audiences / No Warnings
Coaches : Clint x Matt / 3130 / Teen and Up Audiences / casual Ableism
Celebrities : Clint & Matt / 824 / Teen and Up Audiences / No Warnings
Plumber Shipwrecked : Clint & Matt / 1184 / Mature / Past Physical Abuse, Slavery
Crime : Clint & Matt / 1324 / Teen and Up Audiences / Now Warnings
Eldritch Horror Sculpture Artist : Clint x Matt x Bucky / 4898 / Teen and Up Audiences / Trans Clint
Lighthouse : Clint & Matt / 834 / Mature / Abuse, Slavery, Human Trafficing, Semi-Explicit Violence, Suicidal thoughts
Fantastic Creatures : Clint x Matt / 1480 / Mature / No Warnings
Royalty : Clint x Matt / 2380 / Teen and Up Audiences / No Warnings
Dark : No Relationship / 1147 / Mature / Violence, Murder of unnamed characters, disturbed Clint
Afterlife : Clint & Matt / 9916 / Teen and Up Audiences / MCD, Implied past SH, implied suicidal thoughts
Two of the Above : Clint x Matt / 2364 / Teen and Up Audiences / No Warnings
@augustwritingchallenge
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