Not Black Out As In Pass Out, But As In Staring At The Menu And Just End Up Ordering A Plain Latte And

Not black out as in pass out, but as in staring at the menu and just end up ordering a plain latte and a donut something simple.

And of course, I will show you the good lines, if I can come up with any.

This is very important if we were sitting in a coffee shop both doing our own thing and the food i ordered didn't turn out as tasty as i expected (i have a habit of trying weird menu items) would you share some of your food with m or would you laugh and tell me i should have gotten the pancakes??

Both.

I would make a little bit fun of you, but at the same time I would definitely share my food and I might even try your stuff and swap with you if I like it.

Because I am interested in eating the weird things you can order, but when I have to order I will definitely freeze and black out.

Also, can we please sit at a coffee shop, both doing our own thing? I want that please.

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42donotpanic
8 months ago
A title card for powerpoint show by daisytarget about 42donotpanic’s fanfiction, “Not Just a Mask.” The title card has a large image of an arrow in great detail, and reads “Disability. Vulnerability. Growth.” The color scheme is cool colors with a pale purple background and darker sage green text. The text font is rather large and is in all caps, a serif, semi-calligraphy font.
The slide is also light purple. The title reads, in the same green calligraphy-type font, “contents,” all lower case. The body of the text is a thin san-serif font also in green; it is a bullet point list of one through five. They explain five stages of a relationship. One says “Fervor, the honeymoon phase.” Two says “Denial, the fear phase.” Three says “Bargaining, the questioning phase.” Four says “Hesitance, the Learning phase.” Five says “Peace, the growth phase.” There is an image of Bucky Barnes’ dog tags from the Marvel Cinematic Universe to the left. They dangle midair with the top-most tag in focus in the center and the other a bit blurrier at the bottom of the image.
A section-title card for Fervor, the honeymoon phase. The background is a darker sage green, with a longer flat oval (light purple) in the middle surrounding the title for the slide. The slide is minimalist and calming with a sans-serif font for details and a fancy-looking, calligraphy-type for the title. This slide reads at the top: “Excitement, tension (the best kind), foot-in-mouth.”
This slide includes a photo-set for the honeymoon phase of the fic. The slide is pale purple. In big sage green letters at the bottom, it reads “it starts on a park bench,” referring to the opening scene of the fic. Four images are lined up in the top half of the slide: from left to right, we have One - two men’s hands. The man on the (viewer’s) left is reaching for the one on the right. Their fingers brush hesitantly. The person on the right is wearing a leather jacket and a striped shirt underneath; the man on the left’s outfit is black. This image has a darker sage green border. Two - a series of four texts incoming on an iPhone that read: “Really, I just enjoy you,” then “I like talking to you,” then “I like looking at you,” then finally, “I like being around you”. This image has a darker sage green border. Three - a golden dog paw high-fives a large man’s hand. On the hand is a ring on the right-hand ring finger. Underneath this image reads “Lucky’s Rating: five stars.” This image is shorter than the others to accommodate its accompanying text, and has a dashed dark green border. Four - a sign that reads in shaky handwriting, all caps: “It’s all going very well, no problems at all”. This image has a dark green sage border. A song recommendation sits at the bottom of the slide: “My Type,” by Saint Motel.
A section-title card for Denial, the fear phase. The background is a darker sage green, with a longer flat oval in the middle surrounding the title for the slide in light purple. It is the same style as the previous section-title card. This slide reads at the top: “Anxiety, insecurity (the worst kind), fear.”
This slide is another image set of four on a pale purple background. On the top in a thin green font, all caps, reads a quote from the fic. It says "“I’M SORRY, JUST GIVE ME A MINUTE.” BUCKY SAID IT AGAIN, FROWNING EVEN MORE AS HE STUDIED CLINT FOR A MOMENT." The images from left to right take up 70% of the slide. One - a man sits in a warm-toned brown leather chair on the viewer’s right side of the image. He wears a black long sleeve, and his right hand rests on a pale wooden cane. The image is starkly lit with dark background. In the same fashion as the last photo set, this is one of three images with a green border. Two - a series of four band-aids overlapped at angles in purple. They read “Bitch” in clouds, the second “Fuck” in all caps in white on purple background, the third “OW” with three exclamation marks in purple on white, and the last “SHIT!” in white on purple. Beneath this image reads “Lucky’s Rating: One Star.” To accommodate this text, this image is shorter than the others and has a dashed green outline. Three - The reverse of the hand-written sign from the Honeymoon phase which reads “It’s going very badly it’s a terrible disaster” in the same handwriting. This image has a green border. Four - A glitching image of a man, horizontal lines obscuring his face. He is wearing all black, shorts and a hoodie. It appears to be security footage. This is the final image with a green border. At the bottom of the slide is a song suggestion: “What If It Doesn’t End Well,” by Chloe Moriondo.
A section-title card for Bargaining, the questioning phase. It is the same style as the previous section-title cards with green background and purple oval. This slide reads at the top: “wonder, trepidation, indecision.”
A pale purple background with an image of a CD on the left. The CD has written in sharpie: “Everything I could never tell you.” The image is outlined by a dashed green circle. The slide is titled “Could I really have this?” in quotes on the right side of the slide. It is in darker green in a large, calligraphy-type font. Underneath this title, it reads in a smaller, thinner font, “Bucky and Clint circle each other, disbelieving of the reality of their connection. Curious, lonely, yearning, they must each decide: “Could I really have this?” Trust, or walk away?” End text. At the bottom, a song suggestion: “Walk Above the City,” by the Paper Kites featuring MARO.
A section-title card for Hesitance, the learning phase. Darker sage green with light purple oval. This slide reads at the top: “surprise, curiosity, desire.”
The slide’s title is the three words from the previous slide in large green calligraphy-type font: “Surprise curiosity desire.” Above the title, which is on the left side of the slide but vertically centered, there is italicised smaller text with a quote from the fic: “Yeah, Pretty Man?” Clint asked, brushing a kiss on the side of his head.” End text. The slide is pale purple. The slide is split 67/33 with the smaller chunk on the right being an image of two men naked side by side. The image cuts off at their belly buttons and midthigh, focusing on their hands about to touch between them. Though they are naked the image is not sexual. The taller man’s left hand almost brushes the paler, shorter man’s right. The image is in greyscale. The border splitting the slide is a green dashed line, with a circle outlining a second circular image of two young men sitting side by side on a grassy cliffside overlooking a park. The two men, one raven-haired, one blonde, rest their heads on each other. At the bottom of the slide a song suggestion is listed. “Please,” by Noah Kahan.
The final section-title card for Peace, the growth phase. It is again darker green with a light purple oval. This slide reads at the top: “nurture, reciprocity, safety”
The slide is split vertically 40/60. The smaller chunk on the left is a dark sage green box that reads the title and body text in pale purple font, which are as follows: Title: Accessible affection Body text: learning to coexist with each other’s fears, anxieties, and quirks, Clint and Bucky continue to choose each other, for better or worse, every single day. End text. The larger chunk is pale purple with a dark green dashed border. It has a large screengrab of a comic square - in the first panel of two, Clint says “Barnes.” as he looks at Bucky beside him in a green hoodie. In the second panel, they hug, Clint’s purple shirt clearly visible. Clint says “Missed you.” Bucky has a bag over his shoulder. At the bottom is a song suggestion: “Grow as we Go,” by Ben Platt.
This pale purple slide, titled "Listen | the playlist," is a collection of the song suggestions with one bonus track, “Razor’s Edge” by Semler. On the right are two separate comic panels cropped so they are circular in shape. - one is Bucky meditating with his legs crossed, Alpine stretching beside him. The other is Clint in a tactical suit hitting the ground, stars and lines coming from him as he impacts. This one is more cartoonish. Both are labelled with their respective characters. MY TYPE - SAINT MOTEL WHAT IF IT DOESN’T END WELL - CHLOE MORIONDO WALK ABOVE THE CITY - PAPER KITES, MARO PLEASE - NOAH KAHAN GROW AS WE GO - BEN PLATT BONUS: RAZOR'S EDGE - SEMLER
This slide is titled “learn | the representation” and is a darker sage green with a pale purple circular pie chart cut out. The title is shadowed, in the same calligraphy-type font in green with a pale purple drop shadow for an interesting visual effect. The pie chart is labelled on each wedge. The biggest wedge, 50%, says “use of mobility aids and accommodations (i.e. cane, service dog, sign language, caffeine)” The next biggest, about 20% on the bottom left of the chart, says “meds (or lack thereof)” The next, about 8%, says “scarring” The next (about 15%) is covered by the title, and so the label is listed outside the chart. It reads “lipreading masks” The final wedge, about 8%, says “boundaries”.
The final slide is titled “look: the timeline” and is light purple with green font. Along the bottom is a horizontal timeline in green with evenly spaced events that read as follows: ONE First Date, Prospect Park. TWO First Videochat. THREE Second Date, Prospect Park. FOUR Third Date, Clint’s Place. FOUR-AND-A-HALF this is much closer to “Third Date” than the following event, and has a heart. It reads in quotes “Eat your ice cream, boyfriend.” FIVE End of Fic with a greater-than symbol and a number three to read a visual heart. SIX Game Night, virtual, followed by SIX-AND-A-HALF a final bullet point which also has a heart and reads “Bucky meets Clint’s friends”. This event takes place after the end of the fic and is hinted at within the story. Above the timeline and to the left of the title, there is a group of four images all of small tattoos (meant to remind the reader of Clint’s various tattoos within the fic.) From left to right, there is ONE a vertical sword on someone’s arm, stabbing through three hearts (a reimagination of the tarot card, three of swords, which symbolizes being impacted by words, intentions, and actions of others, as Clint clearly is); TWO a pizza slice on someone’s wrist, cheese dangling off the corner; THREE a band aid in minimal detail, but with smooth lines, so not a stick-and-poke despite the simplistic art style (body part unknown); and FOUR a line of all-caps text on someone’s shoulder that reads “SUCK IT AND SEE”. End presentation.

This is a lookbook / illustrated guide to @42donotpanic's amazing fic titled "Not Just a Mask" in which Clint and Bucky, two disabled queer men, meet during / following the pandemic through online dating and explore themes of intimacy, vulnerability, and accommodation as they grow closer.

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Not just a Mask - Chapter 1 - 42donotpanic - Multifandom [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

The fic was created as part of the 2024 @winterhawkbigbang as was this lookbook. I had so much fun working with Panic and my fellow artists, whose works are linked on the ao3 page for the fic (AND ARE INCREDIBLE OH MY GODDD)! This lookbook was created using Canva and uses image descriptions. The playlist mentioned on slide #13 can be found on Spotify below!

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42donotpanic
1 year ago
It’s Just….if Charlie's DD With Chest Hair

it’s just….if Charlie's DD with chest hair

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42donotpanic
9 months ago

Fandom Bingo: Superhero Trope Flash

In celebration of reaching 100 followers on this blog, Fandom Bingo presents Superhero Trope Flash!

This is a super quick flash event focused on a trope instead of a fandom. For this round, we'll be going with the superhero/supervillain genre, so all prompts will be related to this theme in some way.

Like the mini-bingos, this is also multifandom, so you can write for any fandom you want. However, the one requirement is that the fanwork must be related to the event's theme somehow.

**Signups are open for one week, so this form will close on August 15th.**

General Rules:

You can interpret the prompts any way you want, so long as your fic has something to do with superheroes, supervillains, or anything else that you think falls under this genre.

All prompts can just be used as inspiration or a general fit, no need to actually include them word for word in the fanwork, and tenses and pronouns can be swapped accordingly.

You can use your card(s) for any fandom, including crossovers and original works.

You can combine multiple prompts in one fanwork.

Each submitted fanwork should be new and complete, but it can be a standalone, part of a series, or one chapter of a multi-chaptered fic.

This event is primarily geared towards fanfic, but any medium is fine if you feel you can do it.

For fanfic, the minimum is 100 words with no maximum.

You can use fanworks submitted for this event for other events as well, so long as it’s okay with the other side too.

While signups are only open for one week, there is no time limit for completing a card.

This event offers comic panel cards, so strictly speaking, it's not a traditional bingo format. There will be a total of 5-6 prompts per card, and you can sign up for a maximum of 4 cards (only one signup necessary).

After submitting a form, please give me up to a week to reply with your card.

All content and ratings are allowed but please tag everything appropriately, especially if there’s trigger-warning content.

Please be respectful of each other. If you see content tags you don’t like, just scroll past and move on.

All works must be your own creation. No plagiarism. No AI-generated works.

To Finish a Card:

Honestly, it doesn't really matter. Preferably, you manage to cross off all prompts on your card(s), but if you can't, that's fine too. I might open this again in the future, and even if you haven't finished your card(s) by then, you can still come and sign up for another.

There is no completion form for this event, although of course, if you make a masterpost after you finish and ping @fandombingo, I'll reblog that.

When Posting:

You can post your fanworks to this AO3 collection here.

If you make a Tumblr post for your fanwork, remember to ping @fandombingo and tag #SuperheroTropeFlash so I can reblog it.

On your post, please clearly indicate the Fandom, Prompt(s), Rating, and Tag(s)/Content Warning(s).

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42donotpanic
1 year ago
Human Rights Protest Circa 1935
Human Rights Protest Circa 1935

Human rights protest circa 1935

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42donotpanic
2 years ago

Sweater

Title: Sweater

Pairing: Erik Lehnsherr/Charles Xavier

Rating General Audiences

Arcive Warnings: None apply

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Sweater - 42donotpanic - X-Men - All Media Types [Archive of Our Own]
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

“Schatz, have you seen my sweater?” Eriks called from the bathroom.

Charles, who was lounging on the bed, pulled his sleeves over his hands, trying not to giggle. “Which sweater? The one with the stripes?”

“Yeah, the one mama knit me for Christmas last year.” Charles heard Erik ruffle through the laundry hamper. “I saw it somewhere around here yesterday.”

“Maybe in the closet?”

Erik stepped into the room and his gaze fell on Charles on the bed. Then he realised where he had seen the sweater: on Charles. “You are such a…”

Charles smirked, and both men started laughing.

A simple pencil drawing of James McAvoy wearing an oversized striped knit sweater.

@flufftober

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42donotpanic
1 year ago

Slash Multiverse Daily Pride Prompts 2023 - Masterlist

Slash Multiverse Daily Pride Prompts 2023 - Masterlist

Lake : The quiet life / Chapter 1: Lake / Winterdevil (Bucky Barnes x Matt Murdock) / 3741 / Teen and Up Audiences

Formal Wear : The Reporter and The Lawyer - The Devil and the Protector / Chapter 1: The unusual man / DevilBrockSymbiote (Matt Murdock x Eddie Brock x Venom) / 728 / Explicit

Threesome/Moresome : The Reporter and The Lawyer - The Devil and the Protector / Chapter 2: Riding the High / DevilBrockSymbiote (Matt Murdock x Eddie Brock x Venom) / 1533 / Explicit

Sneaking Out : The quiet life / Chapter 2: Sneaking Out / Winterdevil (Bucky Barnes x Matt Murdock) / 2583 / Teen and Up Audiences

Balcony Sex : Scream for Me / Chapter 1 / FrostHawk (Clint Barton x Loki) / 586 / Explicit / TW: Dub-Con

Voyage : Up Here / WinterHawk ( Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 164 / General Audiences / Includes Art

Seed : School Garden / Cherik (Charles Xavier x Erik Lehnsherr) / 400 / General Audiences

Sunlight : The quiet life / Chapter 3: Sunlight / Winterdevil (Bucky Barnes x Matt Murdock) / 1469 / Teen and Up Audiences

Massage : Massage / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 715 / Teen and Up Audiences / TW: Body Dysphoria, Unsafe Binding

Outdoor Sex : The Hammock / CastleHawk (Clint Barton x Frank Castle) / 1701 / Explicit

Clouds (Day 10) : The quiet life / Chapter 4: Clouds / Winterdevil (Bucky Barnes x Matt Murdock) / 894 / Teen and Up Audiences

Coming untouched : Coming untouched / Matt Murdock x Foggy Nelson / 1418 / Explicit

Sleepy Sex : that warm and tingly feeling / Cherik (Charles Xavier x Erik Lehnsherr) / 944 / Explict

Fire : The quiet life / Chapter 5: Fire / Winterdevil (Bucky Barnes x Matt Murdock) / 1747 / Teen and Up Audiences

Trap (Day 13) : Fuck Ninjas / Dumpsterbros (Clint Barton & Matt Murdock) / 3840 / Teen and Up Audiences

Strip Tease : Purple / Chapter 1 / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 1783 / Explicit / TW: Body Dysphoria

Almost Getting Caught : Almost Getting Caught / Erik Lehnsherr & Peter Maximoff / 100 / General Audiences

Oral Sex : Blackout Drunk / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 364 / Mature

Nature : The quiet life / Winterdevil (Bucky Barnes x Matt Murdock) / Art Below / Teen and Up Audiences

Love Letter : Purple shimmering Ink / Cherik (Charles Xavier x Erik Lehnsherr) / 1757 / Mature / TW: Mentioned Canon Character Death

Muscle Worship : Purple / Chapter 2 / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 2162 / Explicit / TW: Body Dysphoria

Fun : The quiet life / Chapter 6: Fun / Winterdevil (Bucky Barnes x Matt Murdock) / 1637 / Teen and Up Audiences

Photography : Pictures of you / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 7090 / Teen and Up Audiences

Salvation : Scream for Me / Chapter 2: Sweet Boy/ FrostHawk (Clint Barton x Loki) / 912 / Explict

Anal Sex : The Reporter and The Lawyer - The Devil and the Protector / Chapter 3: Common Friends / DevilBrockSymbiote (Matt Murdock x Eddie Brock x Venom) / 757 / Explicit

Invitation : Butterspargel = Flirting / Cherik (Charles Xavier x Erik Lehnsherr) / 1320 / Teen and Up Audiences / TW: Hospital

Work : The quiet life / Chapter 7: Work / Winterdevil (Bucky Barnes x Matt Murdock) / 1675 / Teen and Up Audiences

Promises : Hair Holds Memories / WinterHawk (Clint Barton x Bucky Barnes) / 1175 / Teen and Up Audiences / TW: Panic Attacks, PTSD, Mentioned Canon Main Character Death

Hugs : Chamomile Tea / HawkDevil (Clint Barton x Matt Murdock) / 2279 / Teen and Up Audiences

First Kiss : The quiet life / Chapter 8: First Kiss / Winterdevil (Bucky Barnes x Matt Murdock) / 3751 / Teen and Up Audiences

Slash Multiverse Daily Pride Prompts 2023 - Masterlist

@slashmultiverse

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42donotpanic
9 months ago

Are you frustrated you can't leave second kudos on AO3? or third kudos? or whatever-who's-counting kudos?

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Feel free to spread and use these as much as you like! (and if you have ideas for other variations, let me know ✌️)

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42donotpanic
1 year ago

🌻 If you get this, answer with 3 random facts about yourself and send it to the last 7 blogs in your notifications, anonymously or not! Let's get to know the person behind the blog 🌻 (no pressure 🥰)

I knit a lot (mostly socks), but in summer I usually hit a slump and start a thousand WIPs without finishing any

About 95% of my clothes are black and/or red

I have a cute little black cat (okay, she's almost 10, but she will always be my baby)

🌻 If You Get This, Answer With 3 Random Facts About Yourself And Send It To The Last 7 Blogs In Your
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1 year ago

Post July Break Bingo - Masterlist

Post July Break Bingo - Masterlist

"Don't panic but... I'm at the hospital." : / / /

Tough, but survivable pain now to avoid unbearable pain later : / / /

Mutual Pining : Sing, then, wherever you may be / MattFoggy ( Matt Murdock x Foggy Nelson) / 3545 / Teen and Up Audiences

"Don't ask me to do that." : / / /

Forced into a leadership position under stressful conditions : / / /

First Meetings : To see the Bruises / Chapter 1: Love at first sight / Clintasha (Clint Barton x Natasha Romanov) / 1718 / Mature

@julybreakbingo

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42donotpanic
10 months ago

Hi, I have been summoned.

I have feels for this too.

Jack had the upper hand; he had control over the ring, and everything was going right.

But Matt had underestimated Creel.

And in his hazy state of what was probably at least a moderately severe concussion, so did Jack.

Creel landed a calculated hit, breaking out of the corner, then another to push Battlin’ Jack into the opposite corner and a third to knock him off his feet.

Jack hit the mat, but the smack of flesh on plastic-covered rubber wasn’t what took Matt’s breath away.

It wasn’t the sound of ribs creaking with the impact or the smell of blood spilling from yet another cut on Jack’s face either.

Tell me more about Double Kill for the wip ask game?

Double Kill is a collab with @42donotpanic for our Kill A Character bingo... Maximum feels and sadness. He sobbed, and nobody could fix him. He screamed, and soon even those that were supposed to care seemed to stop. His grief was unfixable, and it was better to spend time on the people the nuns could fix. 

It was in the dark and cool of the night he’d find himself sneaking out to sit beside his father’s grave, the soil damp under the dew. There was little point in trying to sleep, he knew by now it was futile.

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