Sadly No Fanart Today But

just a lil sketch of my favorite boi~

(yeah I know I have a problem with curls)

Sigma with a gun appreciation post

«dead love».

I didn't even dot a chance to be sad for at least five minutes when after finishing last episode of bsd s4 I found the trailer of s5

This is the best thing that ever happened in my life😭

A flowers for a beautiful lady <3

(I can draw flowers. I swear)

Okay, I know that people probably started to talk about it already, but I just can’t stop thinking about it.

It’s about the whole “Dazai left Sigma behind” thing.

Dazai didn’t forget about Sigma. That would be a very weird and bitch move from him if he would. After all, Dazai was really keeping his promise about taking Sigma out of prison alive, which he was doing. I mean, Dazai literally had a reason why he took Sigma with him, so they won’t get killed by Fyodor and Nikolai. He helped them to not drown under the water and also saved them from falling down an elevator. Plus, Dazai is trying to become a better person, and help people, which he was doing during the series (even though he was annoying at times and he was doing some horrible things in the past. He even himself thinks, that all this stuff doesn’t suit him at all. But he’s trying to become a better person and help people, mostly because Oda was the one who told him to do so. Seriously, if it wasn’t Oda, Dazai would still be stuck in Mafia.) It would make sense for him to leave someone who was a person that was doing a horrible actions behind, he wouldn’t care about that person at all. But he wouldn’t leave people he cares about behind. Even though he and Sigma knew each other for only a day (well, less than a day), Dazai still wouldn’t leave them behind, because again, he made a promise, and because Dazai wants to help this who are good, those who need help.

I think the reason why we didn’t see Dazai and Chuuya have Sigma’s body with them, is because they had to get an antidote and also finally put an end to Fyodor. It would make more sense, since they didn’t have much time to try to find Sigma (especially when they might be on the floor which is far away from them.) The only time they had is to only to put a splint on Dazai’s leg and that’s it. If they would go look for Sigma, it would take a little longer and Dazai would’ve (for real) die from the poison.

Maybe I’m being too hopeful, but it’s just feels wrong for Dazai to leave Sigma behind. There is possibility, that he could maybe think that Sigma had escaped the prison and is safe now, but that’s only a maybe.

I just don’t want Dazai to end up looking like another person who manipulated and used Sigma, but only this time at the end is being like, “oh? You got that info on a Russian rat that I needed? Yeah uh…I kinda don’t really need anymore. Sorry :D”

The other thing I think, is that if Sigma is being unconscious and will never wake, that would be a very fucked up. It would just feel like Sigma was wasted as a character, without fulfilled goals, having a character development, and getting a better ending. (Okay, I’m being a little too hopeful again when it comes to a good ending, but they deserve a good ending, okay.) Even though Sigma’s information on Fyodor won’t be used anymore (but who knows, it might become useful cause…you know…maybe some characters might raise from the dead out of nowhere..), still, it doesn’t mean that their arc should end there. Being unconscious in the prison in Europe which is somewhere in the middle of the fucking ocean.

Its also not really in bsd style to forget about certain relationships with character, and also waste it and characters, or every detail that shows up even for a few seconds. After all, all the things are connected to each in some way in the story. So I’m pretty sure that Sigma will still have their story being continued. There’s still some things that are not answered about his character, like who wrote them down on the book and why, what will they do now and how they will continue develop as a character.

So conclusion is….Dazai and Chuuya will pick up Sigma and they all three will come back to Yokohama.

(Wonder how long will it take, since there will be another bullshit that’ll happen 2 hours later.)

So one of the headcanons of The Black Phone got me inspired to draw this mess👀

Some fun stuff happening in chapter 113 :D